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[fflo]

I would say that there may be a possibility that I could be somewhere near the point of almost being practically about to pretty much show some small sign of potentially not exactly keeping it together.

I smell a cliff edge. Which way is it? Or is there more than one? How still can I stand, for how long?

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[fflo.livejournal.com]

That's pretty good. Hey, maybe the prairie-dropping-off-into-the-Badlands shot, and its appearance every morning before my eyes, has put me in mind of the landscape. You know, and it's not anything about my emotional situation at all! Oh, that's nice to know.

At the edge of a cliff H. would be nearly overcome by the desire to leap. She's that way at the edge of a roof or other dropping-off point.

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[fflo.livejournal.com]

Hey, speaking of desktops, now I'm trying to decide if I should change the selection of pictures from which the slide show screensaver chooses.

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[fflo.livejournal.com]

I suppose it couldn't hurt to spend a little break time here and there rearranging the pix, just in case.

Usually I actually like seeing her flash on the screen. Helps counteract the feeling that my reality is a mirage, my experience false. That "gaslighted" feeling. Do you know the expression? From the movie? (It was probably a play before that, I imagine.)

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[anderyn.livejournal.com]

Was it a play? I know it was a book.

Man, it's really nasty to feel that way about your life. I hope that it goes away really soon.