perhaps

[fflo]

I would say that there may be a possibility that I could be somewhere near the point of almost being practically about to pretty much show some small sign of potentially not exactly keeping it together.

I smell a cliff edge. Which way is it? Or is there more than one? How still can I stand, for how long?

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[fflo.livejournal.com]

Hey, speaking of desktops, now I'm trying to decide if I should change the selection of pictures from which the slide show screensaver chooses.

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[fflo.livejournal.com]

I suppose it couldn't hurt to spend a little break time here and there rearranging the pix, just in case.

Usually I actually like seeing her flash on the screen. Helps counteract the feeling that my reality is a mirage, my experience false. That "gaslighted" feeling. Do you know the expression? From the movie? (It was probably a play before that, I imagine.)

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[anderyn.livejournal.com]

Was it a play? I know it was a book.

Man, it's really nasty to feel that way about your life. I hope that it goes away really soon.