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Dec. 22nd, 2025 07:58 am
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Getting back into the routine. I know it'll take me maybe a couple more hours to finish the NOLA trip posts so that'll have to wait until after work (and it looks like I'm coming back to a production issue I have to deal with on top of everything!). One factual update about previous posts: when we went to The Spotted Cat, the choice of venue was not really because of the "cat" in its name! We walked up and down that area on Frenchman and listened to the music coming out of the clubs and then went to the one that sounded better than the others (Apple Barrel Bar was also on our radar and its music was especially boring, single guy playing acoustic blues guitar). Anyway, there you go. Now...to work.
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This post covers the weekend.

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FRIDAY

It was a frustrating Friday for me. Up early with Jameson and felt ready to post about our lovely night at Disney and then make some cookies...but first facebook froze on my post while it was loading, then after the second time I typed it up I accidentally hit the AI assist button and it rewrote my whole thing with no apparent option to go back to the original...then I typed the whole thing out again and it finally posted...only for me to see that the one I'd thought was initially lost had posted too! GAH. This is how you know you're old and losing it.

Jameson left for rehearsal so I had breakfast and frantically typed up my blog...and had a similar experience where some bizarre html code was preventing me from changing the font from Normal to Bold unless I went in and manually removed the wonky html code. There were SIXTY-THREE instances of wrong code, but it was either find and delete all of those, or copy the whole thing into Notes to get the plain text and then re-insert all of the links and media one by one. It was hell no matter how you slice it.

Suffice to say, my whole morning was wasted because I was so insistent on doing my usual online oversharing. I'd meant to finish Houston Foodie Finds but it was 10am and I HAD to get started on the cookies. I made the Christmas Crack and I think it turned out all right. While that was setting in the fridge I rolled out the magic window cookie dough and made those.

And guess who accidentally bought SUGAR FREE CANDY for the window cookies!! ME!! I'm an idiot!! Had to run out and re-buy all of the candy, hurriedly crush it and get the cookies finally in the oven. And all the extra time it took to do that meant that I would not have time to practice the trombone before Jameson came home...and then I realized as well that I'd forgotten to bring my practice mute home, so couldn't even muffle myself for him.

At this point I was so flustered and disappointed and angry with myself that I was looking for anything at all to feel like I had accomplished something for the day besides ruining everything I touched. I remembered that I hadn't wiped the ceiling fan blades when I'd dusted, so grabbed the stepladder and did that. It only took about 3 minutes. When finished I folded the ladder and propped it against the back of the couch, as I've done many times before.

But when I came around the corner of the couch with the vacuum to clean up my mess, my sandal caught under the edge of the ladder that was sticking out...and the leg of the ladder went right through the back of the couch, leaving a big hole.

I screamed in anger and punched the top of the couch until my hand hurt. When I calmed down, I took a photo and sent it to Jameson, explaining what had happened. I said I'd pick up a patch kit and/or do whatever was needed to fix it. He wrote back to say that the couch is 20+ years old and is well past needing to be replaced, and why don't we go look at couches together after he was done at work? I was relieved that he wasn't angry, but also had another flash of rage at myself...now my whole evening was gone. Everything else I'd planned to do for the day would have to be pushed to tomorrow. But it's entirely my own fault. And clearly The Universe, having treated me so sweetly and generously for most of this year, has chosen this day to humble me and remind me that I'm just a tiny ant. My screaming and crying has as much impact on events as an ant's. Clearly, there was no point in trying to do anything else today since literally everything I'd done since waking up this morning had been a disaster.

So, ok. When Jameson got home from work we drove to a furniture store 30 minutes away. Put our butts in a bunch of couches and loveseats, and found one that we agreed was comfortable and perfect for us. For US. It means a lot to me to be included on these major purchase choices (never mind that this major purchase was my fault, sigh) We aren't married, it's Jameson's house, and I'm barely home because of touring. But we've been together for 11 years. I love him. I want to be a part of his life, and contribute to US as a couple and as a team. So when he includes me in these choices, and wants to get my opinion, and will split the cost of the thing with me, it does make me feel happy, and like he understands and appreciates MY need, to be a team, with him.

The couch can't be delivered for like a month, but Jameson's going to get a friend to help him move the old one out. We picked up dinner at our favorite Greek place on the way back, and watched the first episode of the new season of Fallout together. And I typed up this post to get this all off my chest, hoping that tomorrow will be a significantly better day.

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SATURDAY

TL;DR: It was thankfully just a normal day and not a repeat of Friday. Good god. What kind of karmic spiral was THAT.

I was up early, determined to finish my cookies, and I did. It took until noon, but it was finally done.
Here they all are: Christmas Crack up top in the bag, then in the box there were Apple Butter Snickerdoodles, Stained Glass Cookies, and Peanut Butter Blossoms (kisses intentionally smooshed to make them easier to store.)
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And literally just as I had packaged them in tins for the neighbors, our doorbell rang...our neighbor, bringing us cookies!!
You see? The timing was meant to be! We exchanged and then walked together over to our other neighbor's house, but they seem to be out of town and will be back tomorrow. No worries.

The rest of the day I spent being nervous about Candlelight. Packed myself dinner and some snacks, and practiced the bass (I don't need the bass until tomorrow but have never played Candlelight on it and wanted to check it out.) While I did that Jameson started assembling a new desk in his office. It's specifically for keyboardists/music programming, so it's very large and shaped to fit a keyboard plus a whole bunch of gear. It looks really great! The living room is aclutter with the old desk and much of Jameson's stuff while he works, but that's ok, we ate lunch around his guitars lol.

At 3:30 I drove to EPCOT, clocked in. Brought my Christmas Crack (the recipe made A LOT) and set it on the table backstage along with many snacks from other members. Had a little time to chat with the other trombones and some trumpet buddies before it was time to line up and go perform!

Tonight's narrator was Brendan Fraser, who is very popular, so there was a huge crowd and it was standing room only in the back. I was working so obviously could not take pics or record, but will post when something becomes available.

Jeff Thomas is the principal trombone for Candlelight, and he's also principal trombone for the Orlando Philharmonic. Playing as the only trombone in a Broadway pit is very different than forming chords with an orchestral trombone section, so I have to change how I play for Candlelight :) I listen very carefully to Jeff's articulations, note lengths, dynamics, and style, and try to match that as best I can. Apparently I did a good job because he was very pleased, and our local AFM president (who plays trumpet and was sitting directly in front of me for all three performances tonight) exclaimed many times over how well Jeff and I locked in together. This made me feel really good about my performance tonight :) :)

Brendan did a great job as narrator. He didn't expound on his own career or showboat (which some other narrators will do), he had excellent pacing, and told the Nativity Story in a contemplative, emotional way that had some audience members tearing up. The audience roared for him when he took his bows. All three shows were really excellent.

After the last show, we took a low brass photo in front of the Christmas tree on stage. From left to right: Harry (bass trombone), Me, Jeff, and Robin (Tuba).
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We also realized that we had an unusual number of WOMEN in the brass tonight with both Robin and I there, so we took a ladies-only photo too (I don't know everyone's names yet so will redact lol):
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Tomorrow, Sarah is supposed to be filling in on trumpet, meaning we'll have one woman in EVERY brass section!! So we are DEFINITELY taking another photo tomorrow!!!

And on the way out, my friend Jacob came to say hello! We only had a brief moment, but it was so cool that he attended our show and that we got to see each other. Quick selfie (he's all the way on the left and I'm all the way on the right and everyone else is photobombing lol)
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One last thing: my Christmas Crack is GONE! Those musicians DEVOURED it and were begging for the recipe (it's literally sugar, butter, chocolate, and saltines haha.) I'm secretly glad it's gone, we have more cookies than any other year prior and it's been too much for just two people! In fact when I got home my stepmom had sent a box with cookies and candy! Sheesh!

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SUNDAY

I was up at 8:30 which is late for me, but I could have slept longer. But I have so much to do all the damn time on this layoff. It feels like there hasn't been a minute to stop.

Breakfast, typing up this post, working on Houston Foodie Finds and finally effing finishing it, oh my god it should have been done a week ago. Wrapping one of the last of Jameson's presents that showed up yesterday. Practiced bass, playing through the Candlelight stuff twice because I'm a bit nervous. The new tenor trombone case that I ordered (because a latch broke on my other one) showed up, and I spent some time transferring the stickers over to it. And I'd meant to finish finding stocking stuffers for Jameson, but just wanted an hour to lie still. So I did.

When it was Candlelight time I grabbed my packed dinner and drove over. The first show was a bit wonky for me as it took my ears some time to adjust...I don't know how to describe this for non-musicians, but when you switch instruments even if you're playing the same music there is an adjustment. Some people can adjust instantly, but switching is still rather new to me. I've played tenor for almost 30 years, and have been doubling/switching back and forth between bass and tenor for less than a year. And so adjusting for the way the bass sounds and feels, and what to listen for in the context of playing a different part with these musicians, takes me longer than it might take other more skilled/experienced musicians.

Anyway, during the second show I was able to lock in better, and by the third show I really had it down...but then we were done! LOL. Everyone seemed pleased with how I'd done, and that's all that matters. I've successfully played bass for Candlelight. Yay!

We also took our Female Brass Section photo because Sarah was here, but no one has shared it just yet. Just think...in the 65-year history of Candlelight, there has probably never been one female brass musician in EVERY section on the same night, until now. After the picture as we were walking back, we discussed this, and how it felt both good to be making progress as a sex, and also how embarrassing it is that 2025 is the first time this has happened.

Additionally, if (and ONLY if) I were to be called to sub on Christmas Eve or Day, we'd have TWO women on trumpet, two on French horn, myself on trombone, and Robin on tuba, for a majority-female brass section, which DEFINITELY has not happened in the history of Candlelight. Truth be told I'd rather not be called on the holiday...but if it happens at least it'll be HISTORIC!

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Monday: An actual free day, but I have a lot to do. Last minute Christmas errands, prepping for Epic Universe, laundry and house chores mostly.

Tuesday: Full day at Epic Universe. We will see how much has changed.  

I cannot see images hosted on Imgur

Dec. 22nd, 2025 01:28 pm
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I'm not sure this is all that well known outside the UK, but the Imgur image host is blocked here. Unless I mess around with VPNs, I cannot see any pictures hosted there. You don't need to change what works for you, of course – just be aware that I won't be able to view or comment on your pics if you use Imgur.

In shock news, hot yoga is hot

Dec. 22nd, 2025 10:45 am
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The hot yoga place has two levels of classes: "hotpod flow" and "nurturing flow". In January I found the nurturing one a bit too relaxing and slow, and I've been doing the free yoga classes through work pretty consistently all year, so I thought sure, I'll be fine in the standard class. I'll have to modify some of the harder positions but I'm used to that.

It was hot in the class. Not sauna hot, but I was definitely finding it harder than I'd expected based on the January classes. I took the teacher at her word about it being fine to take breaks and drink water as needed, but well before the end I just had to stop, sit, and let my heart rate come down. She checked in with me, and I assured her that I know my body and I'm not going to let myself faint, but yes it was harder than I'd expected. I've switched my classes for the next couple of days to the "nurturing flow", so we'll see how that goes.

slightly gross body stuff
My workout clothes were saturated when I finished. I thought I was sweaty after Huskies practice (two hours skating hard, trying to keep up with young men), but this was a new level. Luckily I had a hoodie and skirt to throw over the top for the bike ride home - it's a weirdly mild December week but not so mild I wanted evaporative cooling all the way. Absolutely everything went in the wash when I got home.

I emptied my 950ml water bottle in/just after the practice, and had another couple of litres of water over the course of the evening, this time with my trusty electrolyte tablets, and managed to see off the lurking dehydration headache. I'm going to make sure there's electrolytes in the in-class bottle too from tonight onward.
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The FAQ entry about renaming a journal is very helpful to understand what happens and the options when renaming, but I'm not sure what happens to the image links?

Do image links also get redirected automatically ? Or do you need to update your old posts referencing those images, since the username is in the URL too??

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Dec. 22nd, 2025 06:06 am
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I Forgot Some Things

Dec. 21st, 2025 10:45 pm
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I left out a couple of people on the non-celebrity death news in my last post. I never met Dovster in person, but I followed his posts on Flyertalk. In particular, he was a good source of news about Israel from an on-the-ground perspective.

I knew Eric Berman from the National Puzzlers’ League (NPL), where his nom was Ember. I particularly associate him with a trivia game called Trash, which focused on pop culture instead of the more highbrow trivia many other people use. (And I must confess that I am generally better at the highbrow stuff.) But he did include enough Broadway-related questions for me to not feel completely useless. And, more to the point, even the things I was clueless about were clever and amusingly presented. One of th email reasons I love the NPL is the level of creativity I see every year at con and his games were a fine example of that.

In other news, I think I have finally figured out what I am doing between two events in early January. I’m also starting to develop plans related to a few of my life list items.

What I didn’t manage to do was write holiday cards and go grocery shopping. I guess I know what I'm doing tomorrow.

A Tale of Two Tours

Dec. 21st, 2025 08:12 pm
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Okay, we're back to our backtracking to the voodoo tour guide who was an absolutely terrible tour guide but now makes for one of my favorite experiences of the trip. So yeah, as I was saying, tour guides can often sprinkle in a good bit of personal anecdotal color to keep the tourists entertained, you know, sprinkled in along with the information that the tour is covering, but his color to information ratio was completely flipped (probably more than flipped...almost all "color" and almost no information). We start off in the museum, which is pretty small, just a couple of small rooms. Most of what he says is "now, the sign says this, but this is why it's wrong..." which were mostly due to him having a Christian interpretation and not really believing in any of the voodoo stuff. So we start off kind of getting anti-information, maybe little bits of things here and there in this part, but not a whole lot. Just lots of jokey or faux-wise kind of stock phrases stacked together (playing with words in the way that tries to seem profound but is just kind of playing with words to lead to cliche maxims). There's one other couple in the group with us. Before we go out, he lets us know about some guy (who's probably completely made up) who's his enemy and he just talks about how fat he is and he went to explain about why the guy doesn't like him but didn't clear up that mystery really and just talked about one time when the guy choked him and so if he runs away all of a sudden he doesn't want to get choked. And a story about how this guy has both constipation and diarrhea because of the smell that comes out of his mouth when he talks. Like yeah, this is the main information of this tour. The other couple I could tell had the eyes of "well, what have we signed up for here?" and I'm sure it would have been funny to bond about this shared experience but the chance never could have arose. Anyway, the large portion of the tour was walking the streets to supposed spots of voodoo in the Quarter. So we walk a bit and he takes us to a deli that I guess pays him to recommend them to tourists and in this outdoors part about no mention of anything related to voodoo at all even comes up. We do see the most historical part of the tour (at least the one he gave) which is the site where the house of Marie Laveau used to be (so a little about her having used to live in a house that used to be there, but more about "shotgun houses" and well, I'm not really sure of the point of that...except that, no, shotgun pellets don't shoot straight so no, it's not a good name for those houses). We ended in Armstrong Park at the site of Congo Square, which could have some good information about voodoo in there, but mostly he dissed the artist of the mural and complained about the mayor, which hey, could have some interesting information of another kind, but we didn't really get any context or reasons for the complaints so they kind of didn't really go anywhere. Okay! That was the tour. It was objectively bad but amazing for other reasons. Okay, then we did the stuff I already mentioned before.

So now on to Wednesday. This was the day taken up by a big group tour. It was a combined swamp tour and plantation tour. Now, the plantation tour could have gone in some terrible directions, but it was actually pretty good. Really, here we have a compare and contrast 'cuz our tour guide on this one was absolutely fantastic. Really informative and entertaining...kind of the complete opposite of the previous day's tour, but yeah, he was really good and actually an even bigger highlight of the trip. So we meet down by the river in front of the Quarter and get on a big tour bus and this is a big group tour kind of thing. It's a good drive out to the plantations and he just talked a whole good while about the history of the city itself and moved on into the history of the surrounding region and the plantations and stuff as we moved out that way. I think he said he's a historian and his knowledge of local history was really awesome and I felt like I learned a good bit. I could have just listened to him all day. There were two plantations that were chosen from, most of the people went to the same one as us but a handful got dropped off at Whitney Plantation. We didn't know the difference when signing up, but Whitney is completely dedicated to the slaves and slavery. When it got reopened and redone and had its focus on slavery (really not that long ago, about a decade ago) it kind of pushed the other plantations to also start actually including slavery in their tours and stuff. If we ever make it back, it'd be good to do that one. But we went to Oak Alley. In this one you do get the tour of the house but there's also a part dedicated to the slaves and the slave quarters now too. Our main tour guide focused a good bit on slavery while he talked to us on the bus. At the plantation, they had their own tour and tour guide and stuff. The house itself wasn't super interesting, I mean, there's a little bit of interesting stuff but not so much my thing. They have multiple tours going at once so they kind of churn you through it all, but that's fine. After that tour, Mary Beth and I ate one of our Verti Mart sandwiches. Then we went and looked at the slavery part, which is self-guided. That was definitely the most interesting part, getting information about the lives of the slaves and where they lived. I mean, it's hard to say one "enjoyed" it, but I hope you know what I mean. In another part there was also a video about sugar cane farming today but it was just an industry promo kind of thing. Then we went to do the swamp tour and on the way there we got information transitioning from slavery and the plantations to the history of the Cajuns and how the Acadians made it down there from Canada, etc. We get to the swamp tour place and go out on a boat and once again this is its own tour with its own tour guide. Being in the swamp was interesting, but the focus of the tour was taking us to spots where animals gathered and they just throw feed to them so the animals are trained to come out, which was kind of weird. It was mostly raccoons and wild boar. And I did enjoy seeing them, but the whole semi-domesticated feel felt a little weird. I've probably never seen wild boar so there's that. And the raccoons were cute. The first animal we saw was a possum who he's trying to train but it's still wary and ran off when we came near. We also saw some baby alligators (not trained, just hanging out under the shrubbery in the water). The adult alligators are hibernating now, but we were told the babies take advantage of the adults being away to vie for a better chance of getting food (funny, we got that bit of information from our regular tour guide later and not from the swamp tour guide). There was also a baby alligator they keep on the boat to bring out at the end of the tour and pass around for everyone to hold. So yes, Mary Beth and I both held the baby alligator and got our pictures taken with it. There was also a bit about some stories of a woman and a curse and a town and a storm and we were taken to these goofy props so it was almost like a little made-up haunted house kind of thing, but there wasn't so much of that after the first bit and the rest was more of the nature and "nature". Oh! And at the main building for the swamp tour (before you go on the tour itself), we saw a chonky tuxedo cat for a minute. Also they had alligator snapping turtles in a tank. Overall, it was a very enjoyable tour and I really liked our tour guide (as I say yet again!). Okay, back to a breaking point.

Voodoo Part One

Dec. 21st, 2025 07:36 pm
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After that museum, we went to this other bar that was liked from before called Tonique. Then after that we walked across the street to Louis Armstrong Park. Some fun with the parking meter and I had to run back and re-up it. (I was having trouble the whole trip, I'd pay for parking online and whenever I went to extend a session it wouldn't work and I just had to start over anew...but this one, I think I had trouble with online so I did it directly in the meter so had to go back in person.) So I got back and had time to take another picture of the location of the cover art of No Dreams, then I found Mary Beth and it was really then time to split again. We went over to Marigny to hang out a little bit. We happened on another small bookstore we weren't aware of before called Frenchman Art & Books. It was very small and all new but I did pick up one book: James by Percival Everett. Then we dropped into The Spotted Cat to listen to a little music, just some very NOLA jazzy bluesy stuff. We stayed a little bit just to experience the experience. We even got little cat-shaped stamps on our wrists (I'm pretty sure the main reason Mary Beth picked that one to go to was the whole cat theme, which I cannot argue with). If there was something else we did, I can't remember now!

Now we're on to Tuesday. We started off with a delicious breakfast at Elizabeth's. Then I popped into Euclic Records and picked up a few cds: Ultramagnetic MC's: The Four Horsemen; Kool Keith: The Lost Masters; Kool Keith: Lost Masters Volume 2; The Knife in collaboration with Mt. Sims and Planningtorock: Tomorrow, in a Year; Christian Marclay / Otomo Yoshihide: Moving Parts; Sarah Davachi: Selected Works I & II; and v/a: 8-Bit Operators (the latter is a chiptune tribute album to Kraftwerk). Then we took a little walk across the street to this park on the other side of the railroad tracks, over this big arc of a pedestrian bridge, Crescent Park is the name of it. There's an old dilapidated wharf with part of it restored and we walked around on it and looked at the river. Then we went and took a ride on the streetcar on the St. Charles line. We went over and got on at Washington and rode it in one direction, towards the CBD. Rode it to the end and back and just enjoyed the scenery. At night we had ourselves another fancy meal at Galatoire's (if I'm not mixing days up, but I think this is it). Mary Beth was upset that we got put in the back room instead of the famous main room, but the food ended up being very good. We had the first of these souffle potatoes (a novel way to eat potates! it's like you take two thin slices and put them together and fry them so they puff up in the middle...kinda like potatoes au gratin without the sauce mixed with french fries and chips and with its own unique puffy texture). Then lots of other very good food. Afterwards we put in an order at Verti Mart to pick up some sandwiches and sides to take out with us on the next day. Oh damn! I almost forgot to mention how the day started!! Wow! How could I!? It started with this tour at the New Orleans Historic Voodoo Museum! We get up and get there very early, as we're the first tour right when it opens (and we're there before it opens). Someone shows up and takes us in and at first has us wait around to see if someone shows up to guide the tour. No one else does so it falls on him. Well...this ended up being one of the most INTERESTING parts of the trip (and not at all for the primary reasons something like this should be interesting for). The amount of actual information about voodoo we received was PRETTY CLOSE to zero. And instead we got a lot of ridiculous stories about his personal life (which I imagine are all apocryphal and just little bits of "color" a tour guide might normally insert here and there) and a bit of information that seemed made up on the fly. Oh, here I go once again at a stopping point for a post and needing to move on to the next post. I hate to break this one up but maybe it's more fun getting your hands on it twice.
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the oven saga

Dec. 21st, 2025 07:54 pm
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The bake element burned out last Saturday. I ordered the replacement on Sunday, they shipped it Monday and it arrived on Tuesday. It was packaged badly and didn't survive some abuse by FedEx. That evening, I emailed the supplier to get a replacement. The company spent Wednesday and Thursday trying to get my model and serial numbers, while I told them to just ship the same as what I had already ordered. They finally verified the part by Thursday evening, shipped it on Friday, and we received it on Saturday.

I installed it today and the oven does not work. Neither the bake element nor the broiler element come on. I assume that the short that involved a minor explosion of metal caused a certain part of the computer to burn out. I did find a discussion on an appliance repair forum that said one of the wires leading to the bake element remains hot, even when the element is off. So that explains why that happened. And yes, they run 240 volts.

I looked up the controller and a new one costs $200. It would cost double that to get a repair person in, but at least I'd know for sure that it was going to be fixed or not. So we'll make some calls tomorrow. The big problem is that we're hosting Christmas dinner on Thursday, and have a ham to cook.
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Stayed up too late last night and got a late start this morning, so I am already behind on my plan. But I will try to go to bed earlier tonight and get up earlier tomorrow to get back on track. Unfortunately, there is another planned water shut-off for plumbing repairs from 9 am - 12 pm, so I'll have to make sure to make the coffee required for both the chocolate and the mocha cupcakes ahead of time (it has to be room temp anyway), as well as making sure I have an extra bowl for handwashing.

I did get all the fig cookies made and packed into the cute cookie tins I bought so I'm not always giving away my ziploc containers (they are useful and they changed the shape so I can't get any more of the ones I really like), and the pork buns as well (pics) but I didn't eat dinner until after 7 pm and now the dishwasher is running, so I'm done for the night.

oh, I wanted to note that this year, I bought some fancy holiday/red-and-green sprinkles from KAB for the cookies - normally I just use multicolor nonpareils, but these look kind of festive, I thought. I also got red/green sprinkles for the funfetti cupcakes so I will be very on-theme.

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Fragments

Dec. 21st, 2025 07:09 pm
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After our little jazz show we went over to a place called Jewel of the South for a nice fancy dinner. (Did we do something else in between? I can't recall.) We had real caviar and Mary Beth was over the moon about it. I got this duck sausage and it had the duck's head and everything (I guess it's weird looking at what you're eating but the food was tasty). Did we do anything after that? Probably I don't recall.

Oh, forgot to mention that on Saturday night, after everything I did remember, we walked over to this bar in the CBD Mary Beth had loved before called Loa. First actually we made a mistake. She was mixing it up with The Sazerac Room which is the bar in a different hotel (The Roosevelt) and that hotel was having some Christmas lights display and the whole downstairs was just packed to the gills and we had to slowly make our way through all the people. Then we realized this wasn't the right place which was a relief that we didn't have to keep putting up with that crowd. So we got out of there and made it to the International Hotel where Loa actually is and had a few drinks. I requested some mocktails and the flaming stick of cinnamon in Mary Beth's first drink made me crave something cinnamony so I asked the bartender for maybe something with cinnamon and he was like "I'll see what I can do." But then the drink I got had both grapefruit and cinnamon and it was not at all a combination I would have ever thought of but the result was one of the most magical things I've ever tasted (magical in a huge part because of the unexpectedness, of course, but really, it was delicious). So yeah, grapefruit and cinnamon, yeah! (There was other stuff going on too, it was very complex but also smooth and rich, I'll stop going on about this darn drink now).

Okay, so now I can pick up with Monday. I know I'm forgetting some stuff with food. I can fill in the blanks I later I guess. Oh, I think this morning we went to Slim Goodies and had some amazing potato stuff (she had latkes and I had hash browns) topped with delicious etouffee. We had a little time to kill so we walked around the corner and found a little coffee shop and sat on a little stage with nice comfy chairs and read while drinking our drinks. Then we went over to Mardi Gras World. It's the place where they make the statue things that go on the floats at Mardi Gras. They also make those for other events like sports and restaurants and stuff (some are permanent fiberglass and most are temporary with styrofoam and papier-mache though those can get recycled and repurposed). So it's a big warehouse on the wharf where those are made (they also have a bunch of other warehouses where they're stored). So in this we got a lot of info on how the whole krewe and float business works (we didn't even know how many days before Mardi Gras the parades go for). That whole aesthetic with the Mardi Gras floats is decidedly not my thing, but it was a fun tour and pretty interesting. Then we went back to the CBD where we did a tour at The Sazerac House. It's all about the history of bars and drinking and stuff in NOLA. There's some good and fun history in there, but mostly it's a big advertisement for the company that sponsors it. Also because it's very corporate, it's more hi-tech so there are lots of interactive digital exhibits and that whole thing isn't my favorite either, but I did enjoy learning about what I did learn there. Okay, that was a short one so, sorry. But now off to another post.

Jazzy Day

Dec. 21st, 2025 06:31 pm
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Okay so picking back up on Sunday. After The Music Box Village...I think we would have eaten something. I'm having trouble remembering right now. Or did we eat after the museum? Ach. Anyway, we went to the New Orleans Jazz Museum which is also the museum for the Mint. It was pretty decent, what you'd expect. There was one little section tucked away in the back corner (right next to the little display for women in jazz) for "modern" jazz, with, among two other more modern people mentioned, there was a little thing for Ed Blackwell (who played with Ornette Coleman) as the single stand-in for free jazz from NOLA. Most of the days on the trip I was dressed up much fancier than usual for some of the fancier places we'd be eating, and since we'd generally be out and about all day, I was dressed up for everything we did. Sunday was the first of those days. I was wearing my suit (usually I kept my suit jacket off until dining) throughout the day. It was much cooler this day. I don't think it was the crazy-cold day (for NOLA) yet but still a lot cooler than when we got in. Oh yeah, and their gift shop was a little satellite of the nearby record store Louisiana Music Factory, focused on their jazz stuff of course. I picked up some cds: John Coltrane: A Love Supreme: Live in Seattle and Eric Dolphy: Musical Prophet: the Expanded 1963 New York Studio Sessions, and also a Sun Ra t-shirt. We had a teensy bit of time to kill so I walked over to Louisiana Music Factory's main store (just around the corner). It was a hurried look, but man, I did pick up a motherlode of an unbelievable trove! I got: Cecil Taylor: Dark to Themselves, Pharoah Sanders: Izipho Zam, Cecil Taylor & Günter Sommer: Riobec, Cecil Taylor: In East-Berlin, Cecil Taylor: Erzule Maketh Scent, Cecil Taylor & Louis Moholo: Remembrance, Cecil Taylor & Tony Oxley: Leaf Palm Hand, Cecil Taylor with Tristan Honsinger & Evan Parker: The Hearth, and Andrew Hill: Point of Departure. That run of Cecil Taylor in the middle there was all part of this series of a whole bunch of shows he put on at a festival in Germany in 1988, and I've BEEN meaning to get more into his later stuff and fuck if this wasn't just the perfect treasure trove (there's still a bunch more in this series I need to track down too)! We had brunch reservations at Commander's Palace so we went over to there. It was jazz brunch with upright bass, guitar (the bluesy steel resonator acoustic kind), and trumpet and they played requests, I think there were some Christmassy numbers. Oh, a weird thing on this trip was people would say "Merry Christmas" and stuff and we're all going to somewhere even warmer and less Christmassy than we came from and we're on vacation so all that isn't in my mind at all and it was kind of a weird juxtaposition and I'm just like, oh yeah, I guess it is almost Christmas? Anyway, the food was really good. Then it was back over to the French Quarter. We did some more book shopping. First we hit up Faulkner House (actually, we tried to go to Arcadian but it wasn't open...or did we try the first night...well, it wasn't open so it didn't happen...yet). At Faulkner House I picked up: A Girl's Story by Annie Ernaux and Shame by Annie Ernaux. Then a dash to Dauphine Street (which is decidedly not on Dauphine St., though of course it used to be at one point). I got some more books: MaddAddam by Margaret Atwood, The Foot of Clive by John Berger, John's Wife by Robert Coover, The Word "Desire" by Rikku Ducornet, I Will Have Vengeance by Maurizio de Giovanni, Aftershocks by Grete Weil, 99: the New Meaning by Walter Abish, and Amédée • The New Tenant • Victims of Duty by Eugène Ionesco. Then it was over to the Preservation Hall for a jazz show. I wasn't sure what to expect with this one. It was definitely a lot tinier than I was expecting. You're in this little tiny dilapidated room with wooden benches. They really keep the old-school feel (even if in a museum-piece kind of way, it works and still "feels" a bit more "authentic" than other kinds of simulacra). So the band plays traditional kind of New Orleans jazz numbers for a pretty strict hour time slot. The trumpet player also does double duty on vocals. This was true of the jazz brunch band too, and you can tell that Louis Armstrong really messed things up for all trumpet players in NOLA and you simply cannot play that instrument without singing in a low, gravelly voice too. But the band was him and clarinet, trombone, drums, piano. They were good musicians and I enjoyed it. I mean, obviously not my first choice for types of jazz but it was a pretty cool experience. Okay, we've reached a point again and I'm going to jump off into another post. (Dang, looks like we're at less than a post a day, this may take a while!!)

New Orleans Trip

Dec. 21st, 2025 05:49 pm
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Back from a nice week-long trip to New Orleans. Going to try to see what I can get from memory and will probably do badly, but let's see how it goes. Last Saturday we left off in the morning and the drive went all fine and well and good except while passing through Jackson, a rock cracked the windshield. It's not a big crack, but still pretty annoying. And what is it with the drive to New Orleans specifically!? This seriously happened twice before (with a different car, of course...and also those times it was on the way back and not down, and at least one of the other times I'm pretty sure it was in Jackson too, and the other if not specifically Jackson then probably somewhere else in Mississippi). Well, fuck it. Mary Beth had decided she wanted to get into the city taking the causeway across Lake Pontchartrain (the real long bridge straight across the lake, as opposed to the real long bridge the interstate is on that mostly goes over the swamp and a little bit over the edge of the lake). You feel more like you're out in the middle of water (because you are). It was also convenient for what we were doing when we got into town as we went to a place up there on the lake. Our first stop was...I'm trying to get its name but I can't find it. I may refer to Mary Beth's plans later and fill in blanks. But it was a restaurant on the dock on the lake, right by a marina. We had some oysters and fried gator bites (I think) and there was a sign about not approaching gators and then we saw a gator out in the water (we were on a little harbor channel). Oh, I think I found it was Felix's! We didn't eat a ton 'cuz we were going to eat later. Then we were off to the French Quarter (unless I'm missing something) and we hit a few used bookstores. First it was Beckham's and it's got the classic old used bookstore vibe (it even had a cat that just slept the whole time). I picked up some books: The Year of the Flood by Margaret Atwood, The Story of a New Name by Elena Ferrante, The Dictionary of Accepted Ideas by Gustave Flaubert, The Machine Stops, The Celestial Omnibus, and Other Stories by E. M. Forster, The Ages of Lulu by Almudena Grandes, The Feast of the Goat by Mario Vargas Llosa, The Art of Flight by Sergio Pitol, The Emigrants by W. G. Sebald, and Les Guérillères by Monique Wittig. Then to the nearby Crescent City Books, which was smaller but decent-sized and pretty well curated, I thought, where I got: Fado Alexandrino by António Lobo Antunes, Rushing to Paradise by JG Ballard, The Man Outside by Wolfgang Borchert, The Burroughs File by William S. Burroughs, Dancing Lessons for the Advanced in Age by Bohumil Hrabal, The Apes of God by Wyndham Lewis, Seven against Georgia by Eduardo Mendicutti, Aurélia Followed by Sylvie by Gérard de Nerval, The Magician of Vienna by Sergio Pitol, and The Underground Railroad by Colson Whitehead. And that was our bookstore jaunt. Then we walked down to the other end of the Quarter to eat at Coop's Place. And yeah, the craziest thing happened! So I'm wearing my Charmaine Lee shirt and then our server (actually, I don't think he was originally going to be our server, he was at the bar but I think maybe he switched with the regular server because of the following) is all like, I have that shirt too. He asked if we saw her in New Orleans and so we talked about the show we saw her at and he was nice and cool, really into her (of course, who wouldn't be!?). He' also in a band and I asked about that and they're called The Bomb Pulse and they're good, kinda angular/scratchy punk/postpunk. I need to listen to them more when I get a chance, was in a whirlwind of traveling. Anyway, cool encounter. Also the food was good as always! (It's one of our favorites from before, we hit a lot of new stuff this time though.) Then we went to a bar that's practically next door called Cane & Table. We're at the bar doing the drink thing (me with mocktails) and after a little bit our server from Coop's Place came in and I saw him further down the bar and kinda waved or whatever. He wasn't there long, just talking to the bartenders and stuff and didn't talk directly to him, but then later when we tabbed out (long after he'd come and gone) we found he'd paid for one of our drinks which was hella nice! Oh yeah, one more random bit of information. We left Memphis and it was still cold (not as cold as a few days before, but you're at least wearing a jacket if not a coat) and we get out in New Orleans and it's frickin' short sleeve weather (the weather was all over the place, but it hasn't been short sleeve weather at all here in Memphis in a while). Okay, so after that bar we go across to Cafe du Monde for our biegnet and cafe au lait fix. It wasn't even windy for once so only a minimal amount of powdered sugar got all over me! Okay, I think that was it for the night. Then to our hotel to check in. I was thinking we might have been staying a bit of a ways out but it was still in the city and it wasn't very far from everything (usually about a ten minute drive). I guess that makes sense for New Orleans as there's not really much of an outskirts as you're just in the city and then it's the fucking swamp.

Okay, so day two! On Sunday we get up and first thing is we go to this really awesome place called The Music Box Village. It's kind of like if the Cathedral of Junk in Austin mixed with a treehouse mixed with a diy music kind of thing. It's this little fortress built up around these trees and it has the junky ramshackle vibe and there are all these musical instruments built into everything. It's all outdoors pretty much so a lot of it has faced the effects of time and weather. There's this one thing that's like a plexiglass organ maybe mixed with a synth (and run through a couple pedals) that I'm sure sounded amazing when it worked. Some lights came on and the internal wheels spun but it wasn't making any sound. It had cool switches though. There were a few drum things and some buttons that played rusty foghorns. We couldn't really get too into the music stuff as that morning there was an artists market kind of thing. So we couldn't be too much in the way. Okay, I'm stop here and pick up in another post! Let's see how many this trip gets.

Sunday 21 December 1662

Dec. 21st, 2025 11:00 pm
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Posted by Samuel Pepys

(Lord’s day). Lay long in bed, so up to Church, and so home to dinner alone with my wife very pleasant. After dinner I walked to my brother’s, where he told me some hopes he had of bringing his business to pass still of his mistress, but I do find they do stand upon terms that will not be either fit or in his power to grant, and therefore I did dislike his talk and advised him to give it quite over.

Thence walked to White Hall, and there to chappell, and from thence up stairs, and up and down the house and gallerys on the King’s and Queen’s side, and so through the garden to my Lord’s lodgings, where there was Mr. Gibbons, Madge, and Mallard, and Pagett; and by and by comes in my Lord Sandwich, and so we had great store of good musique. By and by comes in my simple Lord Chandois, who (my Lord Sandwich being gone out to Court) began to sing psalms, but so dully that I was weary of it. At last we broke up; and by and by comes in my Lord Sandwich again, and he and I to talk together about his businesses, and so he to bed and I and Mr. Creed and Captain Ferrers fell to a cold goose pye of Mrs. Sarah’s, heartily, and so spent our time till past twelve o’clock, and then with Creed to his lodgings, and so with him to bed, and slept till… [Continued tomorrow. P.G.]

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Edwardian vandalism

Dec. 21st, 2025 09:56 pm
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324/365: 1908 graffiti, Bewdley Bridge

Yet another grey and damp day to mark the Winter Solstice. I most definitely did not see the sun rise, or indeed see the sun at all! Today's photo is one of the lesser-known pieces of Bewdley's history. In one of the pedestrian tunnels under Bewdley Bridge along the Wribbenhall bank there's this old example of graffiti. You may just be able to make out the initials "T.S." to the left, but in any case the year 1908 is very clear. Cut with a knife, of course, so it would have taken rather longer for this Edwardian vandal than for the modern equivalent tagging with a spray can!
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Helen Garner "The Children's Bach" (W&N Books)




This slim novel is set in Melbourne, Australia during the early 1980s. The opening chapter presents a longtime married couple, Dexter and Athena, with their two sons, one of whom has a severe neurodevelopmental disorder. Husband and wife are close, and after a tiring day of work and caring for their children, the couple take long walks together after dark. The domesticity of this family begins to unravel with the arrival of external forces. These arise from of a chance meeting with a friend from Dexter’s past, Elizabeth. Unlike the couple, she leads a bohemian lifestyle, and soon she introduces them to a rock musician friend, Philip, and to her much younger sister, Vicki. With these new people now a part of their lives, Dexter and Athena’s relationship undergoes subtle changes, ones that threaten to fracture the foundation of their marriage.

There is no one protagonist featured in the book. Events as they take place are told from a shifting cast of perspectives, primarily those of Dexter, Athena, Elizabeth and Vicki. What makes this novel special is Garner’s precision in capturing the inner thoughts of each one. None are portrayed as good or bad; rather they are shown to be coping with life as best they can. The Children’s Bach is short enough to be read in an evening, but the lovely prose is worth taking more time to savor. First published in Australia in 1984, it has since won a growing audience worldwide. My description of the story’s plot hardly does it justice. Helen Garner is an author worth getting to know, and this novel would be the perfect vehicle with which to do so
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William Maxwell "So Long, See You Tomorrow" (Vintage Classics)




William Maxwell tells a modest yet devastating story using memory as both his subject and method. His subject is his aging narrator’s revisitation of a childhood memory of a friendship ruptured by the murder of a neighboring farmer by his friend’s father. The narrator’s adult attempt to reconstruct this shocking act of violence forces him to confront his own past and his younger self. Maxwell constructs a plot around these memories that slowly accumulate feelings of unspoken guilt and withheld kindness that persist into adulthood.

Maxwell’s prose is deceptively simple, yet it is emotionally charged. Scenes of rural life in the 20’s Midwest, parental absence, adolescent confusion and even the impact on a farm dog that doubles as a beloved pet are rendered with such gentleness that their sadness arrives quietly, often well after finishing the passages. The novel’s power lies in what it refuses to dramatize, trusting the reader to feel the full measure of loss and regret.

Some may view this simplicity as a shortcoming, wanting more narrative momentum or psychological depth in the characters. Moreover, the novel’s brevity can make others feel its impact as fleeting and underwhelming. Yet, Maxwell deliberately maintains the emotional stew on simmer. In doing so, he has created a quiet, controlled novel that achieves its emotional power not through plot or drama but through reflection, restraint, and the slow accumulation of feeling.

Culinary

Dec. 21st, 2025 08:01 pm
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This week's bread: a loaf of Bacheldre Rustic Country Bread Flour, quite nice, but not as nice as Dove's Farm Seedhouse.

Friday night supper: ersatz Thai fried rice with chorizo di navarra.

Saturday breakfast rolls: the ones based on James Beard's mother's raisin bread, 50/50% Marriages Golden Wholegrain (end of bag) and Strong Brown Flour, quite nice.

Today's lunch: lamb chops which I cooked thusly, except that as I had no small bottles of white wine I used red, turned out very well; served with Greek spinach rice and padron peppers.

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I adapted these muffins from a recipe in Katarina Cermelj's The Elements of Baking, making them dairy free and reducing the sugar. The result is a tender muffin with a domed top and a fluffy crumb, similar to a bakery muffin, but not as sticky or sweet.

Ingredients:

145 g tapioca starch
72 g sorghum flour
72 g millet flour
170 g granulated sugar
2 tsp baking powder
1 tsp baking soda
1 tsp xanthan gum
1/4 tsp fine salt

160 g non-dairy milk (175 ml)
150 g non-dairy yogurt (5.3 oz)
100 g neutral oil (1/2 cup)
2 large eggs (~100 g out of shell)
1/4 tsp almond extract

215 g fresh raspberries, rinsed and drained

recipe )

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Dec. 21st, 2025 02:02 pm
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The year Trump broke the federal government (Washington Post, gift link)
How DOGE and the White House carried out a once-unthinkable transformation of the nation’s sprawling bureaucracy. 
 

Incredibly wide-ranging and important, showing the human cost of the firing of hundreds of thousands of federal workers and all the federal agency missions undermined and abandoned as a result.

I...could not read all of this.  Teared up, still too soon.  For anyone who doesn't know, I was part of the Reduction in Force earlier this year, terminated from my federal job at a science agency you've definitely heard of.  I lived through this, and I can confirm that this article very much shows the full picture.

I know it's been awhile since the bulk of the Reductions in Force.  Please don't forget us.  The vast majority of fired federal workers were NOT called back.  Many have NOT "moved on".  Many are still struggling and still searching for jobs in a very tight job market,.  For many, their niche federal experience is not so valuable anymore because the federal government still, by and large, is not hiring.  Many are questioning themselves, heartsore and worried as much as every other patriot.

This didn't have to happen.  it's 317 days until midterm elections.  It's 1052 days until the next presidential election.  If you're struggling, I see you, hang in there.  And when it's time, please vote.


Link: Let's support trans children

Dec. 21st, 2025 10:47 am
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Kids Deserve a New Gender Paradigm by Kai Cheng Thom.
[I]n the trenches of trans health care, there is a growing idea that pushes back against the “one true gender for each individual” framing altogether—one that could allow us to resolve the bitterly divisive culture war over the psychological and medical care of transgender children. What if, instead of viewing gender as a fixed trait, we started to think of it as something that could evolve over the course of a lifetime? Or if detransitioning wasn’t considered a sign of failure and was instead regarded as a natural and healthy part of the gender development process?
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The Last House on the Left (1972)

This is certainly not a film I thought I'd be covering here, but sometimes life comes at you unexpectedly. It's also almost impossible for me to review, even more so than with The Texas Chain Saw Massacre, because of the enormous ethical concerns with its production. As a movie, though, Wes Craven's directing debut (if you don't count all the porn he made under pseudonyms) is extremely uneven, and if it didn't have his name on it I suspect it would be largely forgotten. There are sequences which have genuine power – a sequence after Mari's (Sandra Peabody, credited as Sandra Cassel) torture and rape as she quietly prays, then walks slowly into a lake to await her murder, gives her more dignity than Krug (David Hess) and his gang will ever have in their lives. The hand-held, "found footage" style makes the violence and forced nudity seem unsettlingly real, but it also feels deeply exploitative at times – a reminder that in the early 1970s Craven was not the thoughtful "master of horror" he later became. The intercut scenes involving the comic cops are utterly bizarre, and the "revenge" part that spans the last half hour is a bit of a mess. Despite those flashes of real power, this really is not a great film in its own right. No rating (see below) 

Even more so than with Texas Chain Sawthis review is for the film as a film, because ethically it is a disaster. Not in terms of what's on-screen, which is largely not extreme by today's standards. But the production of Last House was appallingly unkind to one of its stars, Sandra Peabody. Craven himself acknowledged that she was deeply frightened while acting some of the more violent and explicit scenes, and that he stood back and let it play out. Worse, if David Hess and Marc Sheffler (who played Junior) are to be believed – though with the former that's questionable – they both threatened her with serious violence in order to provoke reactions; the fact that neither intended to follow through does not remove the abusiveness. Hess threatened to rape her "if you don't behave yourself" and Sheffler threatened to push her off a cliff to make her look scared enough for an emotionally important scene.

Be aware if you watch this movie that in the case of Mari, a good deal of the fear you see in Peabody's face on screen is genuine, not acted. The rape scene, when by Sheffler's own account she was terrified by Hess's aggressive interpretation of Krug – during three long takes with none of the psychological and emotional safeguards of a modern set – is even harder to watch when you know that. Peabody walked out of a cast and crew screening halfway through, "horrified and upset" at what she saw. Craven's name gives Last House a kind of shield against criticism. It shouldn't, because although he personally did not abuse her, a young actress suffered significantly – and if Hess's words are true, extremely severely – in its production.

I cannot in all conscience give a star rating to a film like that.

Can't I take my own binoculars out?

Dec. 21st, 2025 10:50 am
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The most disturbing part of A View from a Hill (2005) is the beauty of Fulnaker Abbey. From a dry slump of stones in a frost-crunched field, it soars in a flamboyance of turrets and spires, a dust-gilded nave whose frescoes have not glowed in the wan autumn sun, whose biscuit-colored fluting has not been touched since the dissolution of the monasteries. His customarily tight face equally transfigured, Dr. Fanshawe (Mark Letheren) turns in wonder through the rose windows of this archaeological resurrection, a ruin to the naked, post-war eye, through the antique field glasses which first showed him the distant, fogged, impossible prospect of its tower in a chill of hedgerows and mist, medievally alive. In a teleplay of sinister twig-snaps and the carrion-wheel of kites, it's a moment of golden, murmuring awe, centuries blown like dandelion clocks in a numinous blaze. It is a product of black magic only a little more grimily direct than most reconstructions of the past through a lens of bone and it would be far more comforting as a lie.

Visible in appropriate hindsight as the first in the irregular revival of A Ghost Story for Christmas (1971–78), A View from a Hill was adapted for the small screen by Peter Harness and faithfully preserves the antiquarian creep of its source M. R. James while remixing much of the detail around its central conceit, its adjustments of period and tweaks of class taking the story from an eerie sketch of the skull beneath English pastoral skin to an explicit meditation on the double edges of disinterring the past, specifically who decides what the transcendence of time is worth and who foots the bill. It can be mistaken for a purely material question. Aristocratically cash-strapped and as tone-deaf to transcendence as to manners, Squire Richards (Pip Torrens) would be the first to admit he's only called in an old school favor from the Fitzwilliam because his inheritance of antiquities might have something in it to bail out the stately crumbling home. "Never really my thing, standing in a field, grubbing about in the past. One wants to get oneself out there, don't you think? Get a bit of life." Fortunately for that piece of breathtaking tactlessness, Fanshawe came prepared to be condescended to, his archaeological credentials carefully organized to offset his grammar-school accents and implicitly junior standing, packed off to the countryside to investigate a miscellany of Crimean souvenirs and unremarkable Roman ware. He was not braced to discover a double of sorts in the amateur figure of F. D. Baxter (Simon Linnell), the village antiquary still remembered suspiciously for the macabre chime of his death with the obsessions which preceded it. "Fancied himself an archaeologist, like yourself . . . Used to be very bothered with ransacking and rummaging all the history of the place." To be classed with a half-educated watchmaker predictably flicks his defenses, but Fanshawe seems nevertheless to feel some sympathy for this ill-reputed character whose notes led unerringly to worthwhile finds—the kind of professional half-life he might have had to settle for himself, a pre-war stratified generation or two ago. Besides, Baxter was just as transfixed by that mysterious apparition of an abbey, judging from the beautiful, precisely drawn elevation that Fanshawe finds among his papers, complete in every corbel and tracery and dated to 1926 when the squire and the less eccentric evidence of his senses assure him that nothing remains but the cold little scatter of stones that he cycles out to inspect by the rime-glint of afternoon, looking as he paces the dimensions of its absence in his fallow windbreaker and the overcast of his own breath at once tougher and more contemplative, on his own ground for once instead of the back foot of his diligent, tiresome job. His fingers move over a half-buried, moss-crisped stone as if its lost architecture were held like amber within it. Even an inexplicable wave of panic after a puncture at the wooded top of the locally named Gallows Hill can't dim his fascination with the site and the brass-bound binoculars which seem to pierce time to show him more than any survey or excavation or illustration ever could, the past itself, not its denuded, disarticulated remains. Reflections from the Dead: An Archaeological Journey into the Dark Ages, reads the title of the manuscript he brought to edit in his spare time. He looked, too, through the eyes of that curious, earth-browned skull-mask that came, like the binoculars, out of Baxter's collection: "Some of it is pretty bizarre." Of course, there all his troubles began.

James reserves this fact for the punch line of "A View from a Hill" (1925), the ickily logical explanation for the optical disillusion by which placid scenery may become a deep-soaked site of violence. The teleplay drops it square in the middle of its 40 minutes, a night-flashed miniature of folk horror narrated by the aged, watchful manservant Patten (David Burke) with masterful suggestion. "My father served on the inquest. They returned a verdict of unsound mind." Frustrated with the human limits of fieldwork and too much alone with the tools of his trade, Baxter is locally averred to have taught himself as much necromancy as archaeology when he rendered the bones of the dead of Gallows Hill in order to paint the lenses of his field glasses into ghost-sight, an optical coating of the unlaid past. His rain-caped figure sketching on an autumnal hillside would be a study in the picturesque except for the feverish avidity of drawing a dead building from life, the success of his spectral optics which merely conceal the grisliness of their cruder predecessor, the freshly unearthed front of a skull. Harness does not have him cry as in the original story, "Do you want to look through a dead man's eyes?" but visualizes the line until we wonder even whether it accounts for the accuracy of the unexcavated sites left behind in his notes, a sort of ground-penetrating radar of the dead. Or he had a real feel for the tracks of time in the land, for all the good it eventually did him: "What," the squire greets the payoff with meta-modern skepticism, obviously not the target audience for antiquarian ghost stories, "the hanged men came for Baxter because they didn't like their bones being boiled?" Fanshawe for whose benefit this ghoulish moral was actually exhumed doesn't commit himself that far. "It's an interesting story." Relocating it complicates him as a protagonist, but not beyond what either Jamesian canon or extra-diegetic relevance will bear. By the time he brings the binoculars back to the sun-whitened field where the abbey waits under its accretion of centuries, he knows too much to be doing it. Not only has he heard the story of their ill-fated creation, he's seen the drawings that support it, even experienced a dreamlike encounter in the bathroom of all places where the water swirled as cloudily as leached bone and the face flickering like a bad film behind its skull's visor belonged to a pale and crow-picked Baxter. As if their stolen second sight were as much of a beacon as the torch he flashed wildly around in the restless dusk, Patten attributed his terrifying sense of woodland surveillance to his possession of "those glasses." It makes any idea of using them feel intolerably foolhardy of Fanshawe, but more importantly it makes him complicit. Despite its cadaverous viewing conditions, Fulnaker Abbey is not an inherently cursed or haunted space: its eeriness lies in its parallax of time, the reality of its stalls and tapers in the twelfth century as much as its weather-gnawed foundations in the twentieth in one of those simultaneities that so trouble the tranquil illusion of a present. To anyone with a care for the fragility of history, especially a keen and vulnerable medievalist like Fanshawe, its opening into the same three mundane dimensions as a contemporary church is a miracle. For the first time as it assembles itself through the resolving blur of the binoculars, we hear him laugh in unguarded delight. None of its consecrated grandeur is accessible without the desecration of much less sanctified bodies, the poachers and other criminals who fed the vanished gibbet of Gallows Hill and were planted thick around it as the trees that hid their graves over the years until a clever watchmaker decided that their peaceful rest mattered less than the knowledge that could be extracted from their decayed state. It happened to generate a haunting—a pocket timeslip constructed without the consent of the dead who would power it, everyone's just lucky they stayed quiescent until attracted by the use of the device again—but it would not have been less exploitative had Baxter done his grave-robbing and corpse-boiling with supernatural impunity. No matter how gorgeous the temporally split vision from which Fanshawe begins to draft his own interior views, it's a validation of that gruesome disrespect and it's no wonder the dead lose no time doing him the same honors as the man who bound them to enable it.

Directed by Luke Watson for BBC Four, A View from a Hill is inevitably its own artifact of past time. The crucial, permeable landscape—Herefordshire in the original, the BBC could afford the Thames Valley—is capably photographed at a time of year that does most of its own desaturation and DP Chris Goodger takes visible care to work with the uncanniness of absence and daylight, but the prevalence of handheld fast cutting risks the conscious homage of the mood and the digital texture is slicker than 16 mm even without the stuttering crash zoom that ends in a superfluous jump scare; it does better with small reminders of disquiet like a red kite hovering for something to scavenge or the sketch of a burial that looks like a dance macabre. The score by Andy Price and Harry Escott comes out at moments of thinned time and otherwise leaves the soundscape to the cries and rustles of the natural world and the dry hollow of breath that denotes the presence of the dead. Fulnaker Abbey was confected from select views of the neo-Gothic St Michael's in Farnborough and Fanshawe's doctoral thesis sampled ironically from a passage of Philip Rahtz: The gravestones are indeed documents in stone, and we do not need to excavate them, except perhaps to uncover parts of the inscription that have become overgrown or buried . . . As a three-and-a-half-hander, the teleplay shines. Letheren's mix of prickliness and earnestness makes him an effective and unusual anchor for its warning to the heedless; even if that final explosion of wings in the brush is as natural as it sounds, Fanshawe will never again take for granted a truly dead past, nor his own right to pick through it as though it had no say in the matter. Taciturn except when essentially summarizing the original James, Burke avoids infodump through little more than the implication that Patten keeps as much to himself as he relates, while Torrens in tweed plus-fours and a total indifference to intellectual pursuits more than occasionally suggests a sort of rusticated Bertie Wooster, making his odd expression of insight or concern worth taking note of. Linnell as the fatally inventive Baxter is a shadowy cameo with a spectral chaser, but his absorbed, owlish face gives him a weird sympathy, as if it never did occur to him how far out of reason he had reached into history. "Always had some project on the go or something. And pretty much the last job he did was finishing off those glasses you took." It is characteristic of James as an unsettler of landscapes and smart of the teleplay not to tamper with his decision to make the danger of their use entirely homegrown. Who needs the exoticism of a mummy's curse when the hard times of old England are still buried so shallowly?

I seem to have blown the timing by watching this ghost story for the solstice rather than Christmas, but it's readily available including on the Internet Archive and it suited a longest night as well as somewhat unexpectedly my own interests. I might have trimmed a few seconds of its woodland, but not its attention to the unobjectified dead. With all his acknowledged influence from James, I can't believe John Bellairs never inflicted a pair of haunted binoculars on one of his series protagonists—a dead man's likeness transferred through his stolen eyes is close but no necromantic banana. This project brought to you by my last backers at Patreon.
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