thrown for a loop

[fflo]

fuhhh! i guess i would have guessed i'd feel some weird shit, but, fuuhh!, it still seems bizarre, uncalled-for, and weirdly physiological.

of course there is a strange air pressure out there, as the cold front nears, and isolated thunderstorms get ready to (like this thing) break out, appear, or whatever else you think of little upcropping roilers doing. but that ain't the main prompter of this weighty warmth of flesh, awareness of the face, swirly inner ear, etc.

can't shake the notion i'm an utter moron for all of this.

so now there's the question of what to do now, this evening. fake going on about my business, or whatever alternate business i'd be doing, since it's spooky storm dark out? how about go exhaust myself physically? drink, drug, unconsciousness, lite movie? charge nonnecessities? i can imagine no option that isn't an evasion.

fuuuh.

the obvious answer is to stand in the metaphorical storm and get soaked with it until it's boring. wonder if standing in a literal storm is a good way to do that.

Comments

[onstar.livejournal.com]

That is a lovely route from Saline to Manchester. I had the good fortune of being able to drive it somewhat regularly once upon a time in my delivery career. Did you end up going back the same way? If you didn't discover it, you can turn right onto M-52 North and follow it through town and back up to Chelsea, where you can take Old-US 12(there's a light and a grocery store at the intersection) following alongside the freeway, over the freeway at exit 162, and taking a left onto Jackson Road. The other option is to take a left where the road ends and go left (south) on M-52 and take that to where it crosses Michigan Ave in Clinton, taking a left on Michigan Ave to get back to Saline. Of course, it's always fun to have no idea where you're going as well:)

[fflo.livejournal.com]

I never go back the same way, if I can help it, when wandering.  d:]   < (I invented a rule during meanderings with [the now-lost] pijeanf in college that we couldn't turn around and go back on the same road unless the road ended. It went far toward curing her phobia about getting lost---we were deliberately getting lost, and everything was okay anyway.)

I looked on the map after writing the above comment to see what road it'd been, and was surprised to learn that I had been going almost due west. Thought it'd been northwest, or maybe even north-northwest. Yep, I peeled off at the M-52, cuz I knew where I was then, and it seemed like time to go home. Didn't go look at the house H & I considered in Manchester. (Boy I'm glad I didn't end up out there on my own.)

It feels kinda hard around here to get someplace "other" without driving for hours and hours. Maybe I've lived here too long already? It's not like I know the environs up & down & backwards, though. Huh.

[onstar.livejournal.com]

I am all about finding a different way home than the way out on meanderings whenever possible as well. For as long as I've lived here, there's still plenty of areas I haven't visited. Tecumseh and Hell are two places I can think of off the top of my head.