Reading Wednesday

Apr. 23rd, 2025 07:03 am
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 Just finished: One Day, Everyone Will Have Always Been Against This by Omar El Akkad. I don't know what else to say about this scathing, perfect little book beyond that I wish I could make everyone in so-called Western civilization sit down in a chair with their eyes forced open, Clockwork Orange-style, until they'd read it. Until they make this atrocity fucking stop. It's one impassioned cry in the midst of genocide but it's a very powerful cry.

The Dragonfly Gambit, A.D. Sui. I have mixed feelings about this novella, which is a military sci-fi about a pilot, sidelined after a career-ending injury, who plots an elaborate revenge against the empire that blew up her planet. I first encountered the author at the same event where I first encountered Suzan Palumbo, and this could be a paired reading with her book Countess, only I read Countess first and preferred it. Which is not to say that this book isn't good, because it really is, but it's a bit inevitable to compare two anti-colonialist lesbian revenge fantasy space operas that end in tragedy that came out the same year, y'know?

My main criticism is that it suffers from the same issue that a lot of space opera suffers from, which is that there's a big universe and a limited cast of characters, doing all the things. The genre wants scrappy underdogs with interpersonal drama, but it also wants its protagonists in positions of power, which you can do in longer-form work but is challenging in a first-person novella. The Third Daughter is very hands-on, and it's implied that Mother is as well, but at least the former is ludicrously incompetent for someone running a massive empire. Which is to say that if you've blown up someone's planet, you probably shouldn't promote three young people, all of whom are childhood friends, from that planet into critical military positions. Especially if you're going to fuck at least two of them.

That said, I like the romance in this one more, if you can call it a romance; it's wonderfully toxic. And the ending is a gutpunch.

Currently reading: Undrowned: Black Feminist Lessons From Marine Mammals by Alexis Pauline Gumbs. This continues to be excellent. One thing that I think is really cool about it, among the many things that are cool about it, is that she's decided to capitalize the word Black in all instances, not just where it applies to humans. Which has the intended effect of anthropomorphizing the creatures she writes about in a way that identifies them as the racialized Other, and thus part of the struggle for liberation. Look, this is poetry about marine biology, I'm going to basically love everything about it.

Lost Arc Dreaming by Suyi Davies Okungbowa. I just started this one last night but we have a future Lagos that is mostly underwater, save for five skyscrapers. Which is a cool enough concept that I'll overlook that the book starts with both a dream sequence and the main character dressing for work. I'm into the worldbuilding so far.


L&O season 2: Episode 2

Apr. 22nd, 2025 06:39 pm
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This one was clearly ripped off the Ashley Madison hack, with a weird reference to Rohinie Bisesar (the woman who stabbed a stranger to death in the PATH Shoppers Drug Mart). The latter is even name-checked in the show, which I'm kind of surprised is legal.

The plot is needlessly convoluted. A hacker gets the database for Not!Ashley!Madison Dot Com, and appears to be blackmailing either the owner or someone in the database. People in the database include a well-regarded judge and a pastor of a megachurch. She's about to reveal the identity of someone in the database to her married best friend, but will only do it in person. They agree to meet in their usual spot in the PATH, but the hacker, who arrives first, is being followed. She makes her way to a Shoppers, where she's stabbed to death by a masked assailant.

you know the drill )

Shade guy

Apr. 22nd, 2025 02:46 pm
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A few weeks ago, they reswizzled our security situation at the front door. They moved the office and the sign in post and also moved the whole thing to new software. Today was the first time I saw it in action. The old stuff was slow and clunky and slow and clunky. The new stuff is swift. And it remembers. The shade guy was here once before - I gather a year or two ago - but it remembered him which made the already fast process faster.

I got both a text and an email with his photo the minute he signed in and he got a visitor badge. One process slick as a whistle.

He's a really nice guy and understood what I wanted and what I didn't want immediately. He's got the goods. Roller shades, wifi enabled to an app and to Google Home or Echo. Rechargeable batteries with a dongle I can reach easily. (My ohsoexpensive shades in the condo required AA batteries. 84 of them - about every 9 months and a royal PIA to change out.)

3 to 5 weeks but, he allowed as how it will probably be closer to the 3 week part of that since apparently, people aren't buying big right now... snerk snerk.

He had way too many options but I picked a color close to the window trim and a texture that I hope Julio will have no interest in. I asked for one shade for the three paneled window and one for the door. He was not sure whether they would do a single for the window because it's so wide. Fingers crossed.

He's going to send me a quote. I can sign electronically and pay up and he'll get it going.

He was a very nice guy and I'm happy to be doing biz with him.

Oh, his measuring tool was a laser and he said he had learned how to be very careful using it in cat households. Julio and Biggie were way too busy investigating his cases to see it but he was doing all of his measuring with a cat toy. He said that early on, he was measuring in a house full of cats and inadvertently had them crashing into China and knocking over a book case while he was trying to get measurements.

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Apr. 22nd, 2025 04:22 pm
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I had another bad night last night. When I lay down to try to go to sleep I found myself unaccountably wide awake. After about 45 minutes of not sleeping I got up and read for quite a while. I think I ended up going to sleep sometime after midnight, and I was awake again just before 5 am, so not much sleep was had. Hoping for a better night tonight.

I'm still catching up with cleaning and laundry after having the family here, mainly because I like to spread cleaning out over more than one day, and because I can't do more than one load of laundry in one day because of the limits of drying space without a dryer. This is a limit I'm perfectly willing to work within, by the way. We are in one of the seasons when washing gets dry quite fast outside, but it still takes a few hours.

Before the family arrived I stocked up on a few things including some fresh fruit and vegetables, not all of which got eaten. Therefore I'm working my way through what's left, trying not to let too much go to waste. There's also some stuff in the freezer, but I can get through that more slowly.

365 Questions 2025 - catching up

Apr. 22nd, 2025 04:16 pm
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13. Are you happy with yourself? Sometimes, but sometimes I'm mentally beating myself up for all the ways I've failed to be a good human being throughout my life.

14. What is the meaning of ‘peace’ to you? It's not necessarily a lack of trouble or problems; I think it's more having an inner confidence that whatever is going on, I will be able to handle it.

15. What are three moral rules you will never break? Don't read someone else's diary or letters; don't interfere with someone else's possessions; apologise when you know you're in the wrong (and sometimes when you think you're right).

16. What does it mean to allow another person to truly love you? It means having to be completely honest and vulnerable to them.

17. Who or what do you think of when you think of love? S.

18. If your life was a novel, what would be the title and how would your story end? Title: You Don't Know Where You're Going Until You Get There. Ending: Dying peacefully in my sleep at the age of at least 99.

19. What would you not give up for $1,000,000 in cash?

20. When do you feel most like yourself? When I'm doing something I wasn't sure I would be capable of, or when I've just done something that scared me and I did it anyway.

21. When you help someone do you ever think, “What’s in it for me?” No.

22. What is your greatest challenge? Right now, learning how to live by myself again.

Where oh where

Apr. 22nd, 2025 10:57 am
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I got home from errands and there were no cats to be seen. Biggie has taken to hanging in the bathroom these days. There's a very large towel that hangs in there and often he pulls it down. I finally got a clue as to why just now when I went in to pee. He doesn't mean to pull it down, just down enough for a cat tent!

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Julio has yet to be seen but he has lots of hiding places and he'll be out in a min. Biggie will stay in his hidey hole for hours on end. Julio stays 5 mins or less.

Errands all done. Lunch ordered for pickup. Dinner ordered for pickup. I'll toe soak again after lunch.

So far, the day is ok dokey.

Toe to toe

Apr. 22nd, 2025 08:50 am
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Last Wednesday, my big toe started bleeding from a split on the side of it. I don't remember hitting it nor did it hurt. I put a bandaid on it and all was good. Yesterday the bandaid was tired of being on it so I took it off and everything looked fine. This morning I woke up and that toe was one pissed off toe. It's not mad at the joint so I don't think it's gout. The only visual change is that it's red. But only a little. It does hurt when you press on it and it's not too happy about walking. Crocs help.

Dr. Google says soak in Epsom salt for 15 minutes 3 times a day. soak 1 is now halfway done. Dr. Google also recommends anti fungal cream which I actually have on hand. So. hopefully, I can nip this in the bud. I do not want toe issues.

Playing volleyball was fine because my swim shoes have lots of toe room.

I do think I'm going out this morning. Amazon returns and a couple of things at Safeway. Mainly tortillas. The shades guy comes at 2.

I have two small ottomans in the bedroom both of which have storage. They have held stuff I rarely need. The top shelf of my closet holds blankets and quilts. Yesterday I swapped everything so that my blankets and quilts are now far more easy to get to as is my iron. I've now lived here a year and a half. Maybe in another year and a half, I'll have it organized right!

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L&O season 2: Episode 1

Apr. 21st, 2025 06:18 pm
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By no one's request, I have downloaded Law & Order Toronto: Criminal Intent season 2 so that I can watch it so you don't have to.

This one is bad. Like, I normally like my trash TV but it's possible for a pop culture product to be actively harmful and the season opener, "White Squirrel City," is definitely that. It's also an incredible microcosm of our cultural moment.

Which is to say, a few years ago the cops cleared a tent encampment at Bickford Park. Residents were violently displaced, their possessions confiscated, and either forced to go elsewhere, minus their belongings, or shoved into insufficient temporary shelter. This is a major cause of death for homeless people.* Then, to film the copaganda show, they set up a fake tent encampment in the same place where the city had evicted real ones.

So it's one of those situations where even if it had been Great Art, the price of creation would have been outweighed by the moral violation. That said, it's also bad art.

Here is an article from the excellent Grind magazine about all of the things wrong in this episode. The author says it better than I could, and also points out its most egregious flaws, leaving me to nitpick and mock the minor ones.


spoilers )

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Apr. 21st, 2025 12:27 pm
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My daughter made it home yesterday in just a tad over 5 hours. She didn't say, but she must have driven non-stop. She did say there was very little traffic. Google maps, which is always very optimistic, says the trip takes 5 hours and 9 minutes if there are no delays. (My experience has always been that any trip takes an hour or two longer than Google maps predicts.)

I don't think I had one good night's sleep while they were here, but I mostly felt ok. On their final morning (yesterday) I woke up at 3 am and couldn't get back to sleep but I was feeling reasonably energetic in spite of lack of sleep. This morning, however, although I slept very well I woke up with a bad headache, but it went away after some Tylenol and breakfast, and I feel all right now. I'm expecting to sleep fairly well for the next few nights with any luck.

After my run yesterday I ended up with an incipient blister on the tip of my right big toe. I don't think I've ever had a blister in that particular spot before, and I think it was because I ran further than I have for a long time. I should have increased my distances more gradually I guess. Anyway, this morning I went for a shorter brisk walk instead of trying to run again, and the blister seems not to have developed.

My front yard has been looking quite overgrown and unkempt for a couple of weeks since the weather got warmer, so this morning after my walk I attacked it with my push mower. I didn't do a very thorough job but it looks better than it did, which is all I was really aiming for. While I was out there working I found an undiscovered egg from the girls' egg hunt on Saturday. All the eggs were plastic eggs with jelly beans and sour lollies inside, so I scored three jelly beans and one sour lolly. It would have been better if there was chocolate inside but I enjoyed the unexpected treat anyway.

Weirdest snack

Apr. 21st, 2025 07:29 am
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I love raw pie crust. Yeah, I know, weird. They sell them all rolled up into log shapes at the grocery. I take a long and chop it up into one inch pieces and put it in a plastic container in the fridge and, when I need a snack, I grab one. I'm sure I'm not the only one. But maybe I am.

I went down to get brunch from the buffet line yesterday and the line was way way way too long and not moving fast so no thanks. I had a lovely day up here. Knitting and watching TV.

I was not overly sleepy when I went to bed but had no problem drifting off. A little after 9. I did not wake up again until 5:30 and then, after a pee, went back to sleep for another hour and a half. 95 on my bed's sleep scale.

John, who is 88, says everyone dies at 88. Clearly not everyone but he sure nailed the pope. John turns 89 in a few weeks so he feels like he'll be in the clear.

I have another Amazon return but also a week to return it so probably won't be going today. Tomorrow the shades guy comes. He's a recommendation from my designer friend and has done shades here at Timber Ridge but weirdly, I cannot find any details about his shades. Good yelp,etc reviews on his service but nothing on the shades. I want wifi connected shades. And I'm really not interested in shades that aren't. I could call him and get more details but I think I'll just let him come out and 'sell' me. Wednesday I think I might go to Goodwill. I might go to the one in Bellevue as opposed to my old stomping grounds in Seattle.

Back when air fryers were a brand spanking new thing, I got one. It was gynormous and loud and had fiddly parts. And fun to play with but soon it broke. The plastic bit that held the basket in broke off. But, by then, they had toaster ovens that also did air frying. Ok. So I got one of those and have had variations of those ever since. Til now. My latest is small because my needs are small and my space is small. But it's honestly too small to really keep clean and has other issues. So I put it away. And bought a straight forward, simple air fryer. And I love it. This one is way smaller overall than my first one with a larger basket! And it is so simple to just toss the basket into the dishwasher. At some point I may get the toaster oven out again but maybe not.

Yesterday was mini monsters day but today it's back to dolls.

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(health, cats)

Apr. 20th, 2025 10:23 pm
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I probably get to go home tomorrow -- sorry if silence was worrisome. Thank you for all your support and care.

The schedule for med delivery had me with interrupted sleep all Friday night as every hour or so bottles had to be changed and vitals checked until 5 am. Saturday the treatment started earlier and was done by 1 am. I have had to be very careful about the IV port in the crook of my elbow -- partly because it was oozing blood because of the low platelets, partly just to keep it working, and it is a little uncomfortable, typing hasn't been easy. But the last infusion finished in the early evening today ,and i just need one more dose of steroid pushed through and then the port will be removed: yippee. Lemme type.

I have also had family visits. My sister and dad stayed with me once i arrived at Chapel Hill until Christine came in the evening.  On Saturday I was so glad i was not tied down with tubes  when my sister in law visited. They have now announced that B-- may only have weeks to live, and it was good to hug her and hold her hand. My sister and niece gave me a lovely visit today, in happy Easter vibes. My dad has visited every day, and Christine as well. My nephew W-- was apologizing he couldn't visit and i told him i would listen to his winter concert again. It was lovely and i am loved, but my computer didn't get my attention. (And it if it did i was reading my chart and researching drugs.)

--== ∞ ==--

On Saturday morning i got a little more clarity about the initial reading: the number of platelets was under the threshold of 3k platelets per unit -- the limit of the lab equipment's capability to count. Depending on your communication style, apparently, one person said 2k (per some unit, which is under 3k) and the ER doctor at the county hospital was "not detectable." And i've grown more appreciative of the risk of a brain bleed at those numbers, although i think the ER doctor would have had is own anxiety driven aneurysm if he realized how many potholes were in the roads between the Siler City and Chapel Hill. I had a cat scan because i had a slight headache.

It's so weird. I don't feel like a fragile china cup.

"When the count drops below 50,000, bleeding can occur more easily after injuries, and counts below 20,000 can lead to spontaneous bleeding" This morning's read was above 20k, they seem willing to let me go above 30k

--== ∞ ==--

I had a new treatment today, Rituximab, which may help me not have another drop for a longer time. Optimistically, from the doctor, there have been patients who reportedly have gone for five years without a relapse. Stats aren't quite as optimistic, but i am grateful that in the past 15 years it seems this treatment has moved from what they fall back to if the splenectomy fails, to use as soon as the second drop

I probably still have a hard time appreciating the spontaneous bleeding risk.

--== ∞ ==--

Last photo  of Luigi, alert and dignified, as we were waiting for the vet to return our call

It's surely been difficult for Christine to have two absences at home. I have a lifelike stuffed toy cat with me, so nurses and nurses assistants have asked if i have cats and i have finally learned to say "two" and not tear up. But i know i will have more tears to cry. I know i cry about Greycie Loo out of the blue still, because we thought we had so much time to still have with her, and the cancer took her so quickly. Luigi has been so fragile-seeming for the past few years - i suppose i expected him to die in his sleep. To have him loose his legs like Greycie Loo did, to have him so bravely try to drag himself to the bathroom, for him to not be distressed but relatively composed, oh sweet old man cat.

--== ∞ ==--

I understand tomorrow will be hurry up and wait as discharge churns through paperwork. I'll have a last dose of steroids so will have this energy boost to get me home. Then i know i will crash on Tuesday. I am not looking forward to work on Wednesday. I hope i'll have recovered from the steroid crash by then.

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Apr. 20th, 2025 12:23 pm
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Yesterday started out with excited girls waiting impatiently for their mother to get up so they could have their Easter baskets. They had come into my room quite early, so when my daughter got up they dived into the baskets on my bed. The baskets were not full of chocolate; instead they had things like some stuff called "thinking putty" which is moldable like silly putty but is much firmer and doesn't stick to things. Also it's full of glitter. Eden spent a lot of the day making cobras with hers. They also had small paint by numbers kits, which Eden completed fairly quickly. Aria started hers but it turned out to be a bit too advanced and she abandoned it after doing the easier parts. Violet meanwhile was mostly reading I think. She didn't seem very interested in her thinking putty or her paint by numbers even though she is usually the artistic one.

In the afternoon S's son (Uncle J) came over and the girls had an egg hunt, mostly in the front yard. A couple of days before when Uncle J was here they were all out in the backyard and they made the unfortunately discovery of a dead raccoon, so we were avoiding the backyard for a while.

Uncle J stayed for several hours, mostly hanging out with the girls. He is like the Pied Piper. He took the girls for two or three walks to local parks or around the neighbourhood, and they also spent some time constructing fairy houses from bamboo fronts just outside the front door in an empty garden bed.

Yesterday evening my daughter organised all the luggage and travel food so that they could leave early this morning, and this morning they were on the road just after 7 am. She was hoping very much to avoid any heavy traffic such as she had encountered on the trip down, but she was worried that the roads would be busy because of it being Easter Sunday.

After they left I got some washing out on the line and then went for a run. The weather has changed quite suddenly from warm clothes to shorts weather, so I was quite sweaty after the run. The nights are still comfortably cool so I've been enjoying sleeping with the window open.

My daughter submitted her application for a green card about three years ago and has finally been notified that she has an appointment for an interview on 1st May at 8 am. She is very nervous even though in normal times there would be no reason why the green card shouldn't be granted (because she has been married for 12 years to her American citizen husband and her three children are American citizens), because nothing is normal any more. She is very worried that it won't be granted for some arbitrary reason.

Sunday

Apr. 20th, 2025 07:20 am
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The Sunday brunch here is served from 9-1. Today's a special brunch but I figured the hours were the same. Nope. Just looked and it's 11-1:30. Glad I looked. I did tell Hazel that I wouldn't be joining them in the elbow. Baseball is such a good excuse.

Yesterday in Elbow Coffee they announced Yet Another Emergency Drill. We are to bring our Go Bags (empty is fine) and Pet Carriers (empty is preferred) and meet in the elbow on Monday the 28th at 2 pm to test elevator capacity. There are a lot of questions there but those are not the questions everyone in the elbow killed 45 minutes asking. "What if I don't have a Go Bag?" "Ingrid's walker is bigger than mine so I bring mine?" "How will we know when to come to the elbow?" "My cat has two carriers. Should I bring both?" etc etc etc.

I am very weary of disaster preparedness. And of stupid questions.

According to the emails I got, the power went out at the condo yesterday about 8:30 am. The power company first said it would be restored by 2:30. Then 4:30. Then 8:30. I'm guessing it probably came on about 9ish because the emails stopped. But boy were they entertaining. When they put in the key fob system, they didn't bother with a backup. I actually suggested it but they said that the system would run for 8 hours after a power outage so no need. Turns out, it actually runs for about 3, then no way to get into the building unless someone lets you in. They also had several electrical things - a pump and something else I don't remember - that no one turned off which then triggered a fire alarm. Each email got less informative and more ridiculous. And the garage doors were also not working except someone manually tried one of them and broke it.

I spent all day yesterday sooooooo grateful to be here. Our four days of power outage were way less traumatic than their 8 hours. I haven't heard officially, but I'm guessing no buyers yesterday.

I'm going to get dressed and then walk downstairs before anyone gets up and about. The point is to get some steps in without peopling. Then I think I'll hole up in here with my knitting needles and baseball. Yesterday I ended up listening to the Mariners game against the Blue Jays which turned out to be a great listen. And 12 innings of a fun game.

I've only got 5 more days of my Netflix month and I haven't even started the new season of Night Agent. May have to pop for another month. I have several Prime things I want to watch but their stuff is darkly lit that I'm kind of saving them for when I get the blinds in here and can block the daylight some. I'm not sure that's going to help but it's worth a try.

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You asked for more art history posts so I'm afraid that you have no one to blame but yourselves for yet another lengthy dip into the early 20th century avant-garde. If anyone had "Sabs holds forth about John Heartfield" on their bingo card, congrats, you are correct, and your prize is that you get to read about me holding forth about John Heartfield.

But first! Happy Easter to my Christian American peeps!

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As they said during the time that we acknowledged the covid pandemic, "Easter will look a little different this year." Which is to say, despite ostensibly electing Trump because of the high cost of eggs, the price of eggs has not come down and in fact has gone up, leading the regime's propagandists to pen numerous articles suggesting that Americans instead dye potatoes, turnips, and marshmallows. What was supposed to be an American golden age of economic prosperity is in fact, more of the same, with the change that you probably no longer have a job.

And while for another week or so I can laugh from over here in Canada at the irony that America can't even properly produce eggs, literally one of the easiest things in the world to produce, it's a little horrifying to see how quickly the failed state has managed to trash the economy. The right wing tends to talk a good game about economics, but that's only because your average slob doesn't understand how economics work. I include economists across the political spectrum in that "average slob" designation, by the way, which is to say that the vast majority of economists believe in a critically dangerous fiction—that of infinite growth. Only those on the extreme left and the extreme right acknowledge that line can't go up forever on a planet with finite resources. This is self-evident but society as we know it would crumble tomorrow if anyone acknowledged it. The extreme left proposes extreme left solutions like "maybe we shouldn't keep burning fossil fuels and redistribute the existing wealth better than we currently do," while the extreme right proposes practical, reasonable solutions like "if we purge all the immigrants and transes, you can live in the houses they were forced to abandon and get all their stuff and thus we can keep burning fossil fuels until we get to Mars." For whatever reason, most people in the Anglosphere are suckers for the latter approach.

Interestingly, despite all of Trump's rhetoric around the return of factory jobs, most MAGAs don't actually want to work in factories themselves. Nor do they want to pick blueberries, judging by a since-deleted post with hilarious comments by a farm desperate for workers now that the mass deportations have started:
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My favourite comment on the post: "Y'all better ask Chat GPT to pick them bluberries😂😂😂😂."

It would seem that the right doesn't actually buy their own propaganda on the economy. As it turns out, conservatives, let alone fascists, are predictably awful at managing money (unsurprising; their economic model is the casino, which they're also not good at); not only will the trains not run on time, but the planes will fall out of the sky.

So if all of these Trump voters knew deep down that he wasn't going to make their eggs any cheaper, why did they vote for him? What is the promise of fascism?

I promise I'll get to art, I promise )

Happy Easter everyone, and enjoy your painted turnips!

P.S. If you need a chaser, of course Heartfield also had a big influence on industrial music, so here is is name-checked along with Hoch (and Marinetti) by Einstürzende Neubauten:

April fancies

Apr. 19th, 2025 09:13 pm
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April has been better than March (at work, not the country as a whole), but I'm still tired almost all of the time. We have had diversions, which helped a lot. First up was the trip to the Jewish Museum of Maryland, which neither of us had visited before:
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I think it must have an archival/research focus, because there wasn't a lot of gallery space. There were three small exhibitions. We were there for this one:
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About a dozen musicians were featured with biographical sketches, records, and photographs for some of the later ones.
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Accordion!
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Music was playing throughout, and there was a free CD of the recordings. I made a little video that you can watch here.

On Friday the 11th, we went out with Jennifer, her husband, and her parents. Her parents know the cellist, so they got reserved seats right up front for this concert. Tickets were free but already gone by the time we got the invitation. As it turned out, it poured all day, so there were plenty of empty seats.

Ravel was the only composer I recognized, but I remembered Léon's name from the Kennedy Center Honors a few years ago. As a special treat, she was sitting almost directly behind Brent and went on stage for curtain calls with the performers. I wasn't prepared for this during the first half, but I got a decent photo at the end of the concert:
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I went back and looked in Quicken, and I had bought my last phone December 2016, so it wasn't quite as old as I thought. It was a good little phone. My first photo with the new phone was a photo of the old one:
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Disengaging

Apr. 19th, 2025 08:54 am
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Part of maybe most of the reason I enjoyed working the jigsaw puzzles in the elbow was the traffic there. I could see who was going where and interact minimally with my neighbors. But, I think now, I'm over that. I had lunch with Hazel and John yesterday and remembered why that was no longer fun. They are sweet but fairly clueless. Their conversation is repetitive and borderline racist and not at all interesting. Making the effort to maintain relationships needs to pay off for me. And I'm not getting a big enough pay off. I'm just not kind enough or nice enough. The other neighbors are nice but not the people I want to hang with. Plus, Noelle has taken to leaving me Jesus shit on my shelf. Hopefully, it's just because of Easter but NoThankYou.

Hazel and John want us all to go to the Easter Buffet and get our food and then eat up here together. 1. They don't want to do it until after they get out of church at 11 which means the time the buffet line with be the longest. 2. There is no longer much 'us'. and 3. They aren't Myrna. Myrna would organize it and bully every one and rally everyone into joining her and it was great. Hazel and John will put out place mats and wonder why no one shows. I'm going to tell them this morning that I need to go down early because I have a baseball game.

I hope the new people coming in are lovely. But, if not, they won't be spoiling a perfect little group cause that ship has sailed.

I have gotten several things lately with rechargeable batteries. They all come with a short USB A to USB C cable. Which I do not need. I now have an over flowing drawer of those cables. And charging warts. I've given away a million charging warts. And, still, my charging warts drawer over floweth. It's the wire hangers of today.

I just caught Biggie chewing on some foam. I don't think he got enough to do damage but at least I know for sure that he has not entirely lost his skill in EatingCrapThatCausesSurgery.

And speaking of ingesting... I keep grape juice in the fridge. Once or twice a day, I'll reach in and take a swig. I buy it in big bottles and then pour it into mason jars for easier swigging. Yesterday I swigged the rest of one of the jars and then noticed something in the remainder. MOLD!! I drank moldy grape juice. Ugh. It's been nearly 24 hours and I'm not dead so I'm guessing it wasn't fatal but ugh.

I have only been putting out one doll a day and then one at night. The one at night often makes it to the day. I hoard the rest for the weekend. Today I put them all out and they are cracking me up.

The tweak I've done to the doll pattern enables them to 'stand' if they are propped. The only ones toppled unless supported on 3 sides. But these just line up like a street gang. I didn't realize they were all looking in different directions until I saw the picture. That's cracking me up, too.

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I did laundry yesterday and a little closet reorg so all there is today after elbow coffee is knitting and baseball. My kind of day.

podcast friday

Apr. 19th, 2025 10:07 am
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 Podcast Friday Saturday. Whoops, no one told me that yesterday was Friday. I should have known based on it being called "Good Friday" and the previous day having been Thursday, but to be quite honest I am very tired.

Anyway. This week's podcast that you simply must listen to is the season finale of AURORA AWARD-NOMINATED PODCAST Wizards & Spaceships "AI and Transhumanism ft. Robert J. Sawyer." The renowned sci-fi author talks about the existential threats posed by GenAI and the deep rot and grift at its core. 

As you know, Bob, I have strong, spicy, and controversial opinions on this topic and in particular on why, even though no one asked for this, even though GenAI is not a profitable business for anyone and is threatening to tank the global economy when its speculation bubble bursts, it is still being rammed down our throats. While there are more obvious and immediate threats—the genocide in Gaza, the mass deportations of immigrants and citizens and persecution of trans people in the former US—GenAI to me is a microcosm of the lie at the heart of the liberal democratic order. It improves no one's lives and adds nothing good to the world and yet we are all being forced to believe that it is inevitable. Sawyer's righteous rant is the counterbalance to that narrative that you need right now.

P.S. does anyone want more art history posts from me? I mean you're getting them regardless, but I'm curious to know.

Futurism and 4chan

Apr. 18th, 2025 05:11 pm
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God help me I'm going to hold forth on art history again. This is mainly instigated by a friend elsewhere, who challenged my statement that the aesthetics of AI are inherently fascist. I respect his challenge, and I want to respond with something other than "vibes" so I'm going to go off half-cocked and attempt to draw an historical parallel with the OG fascist movement.

I know more a little more than a normal amount about Italian art. I would argue that it peaked not in the Renaissance but in the Baroque era (source: vibes), but Italian artists have been chasing that high ever since, as has every other artist in the Western world. You can't really blame them.

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Don't get me wrong, I stan my gay king Michelangelo. But I find Gentileschi a far more interesting artist. Sue me.

more about art )

So what does this have to do with AI and why I think, based on my vibes, that AI is fascist? It goes back to the pattern I suggested in both Italian Futurism and Russian Constructivism. An avant-garde art movement meets a nascent political movement, the former gleefully attaches to the latter, only to be betrayed when the latter comes to power in favour of more conservative aesthetics. 

And this is what I witness happening in the visual iconography of modern-day fascism. Let's take a trip down the rabbit hole to, say, 2014-2016. What's the ascendent visual style of the alt-right? It's janky, ugly-on-purpose, constructed with the most basic tools available, edgy and debauched. It's creative—evil, yes, but it's doing something different and exciting, so much so that it escapes containment. In 2025, what is the visual style of fascism? Slick, corporate, but unnerving. Too perfect in that Uncanny Valley way. More beholden to Thomas Kinkade than to Matt Furie. It feels off, because its proponents want the symbolism of power without a particular deep interest in the structure and the foundations of the aesthetic. An arcade of Roman columns that, when you turn sideways, is nothing more than a Western movie film set facade, all plywood that whole time. 

Fascists are simple creatures; they want art that they can understand, none of that high-falutin' Jew degenerate modernist stuff. The problem is that artists, left alive long enough, will tend to change and innovate. They'll fall in love with the art of other cultures. They'll create community. Fascists want art without artists; art that doesn't show the brushstrokes or enable bohemian lifestyles, art that is frictionless and vapid. It's fitting to me that one of the plagiarism machines is called DALL-E because Dalí would have genuinely approved. Mussolini would have wet his pants over AI's potential, at once forward-looking and reactionary, relying on regression to the mean in all things. 

Just like the Futurists of yore, the unruly and radical propagandists of 4chan have been abandoned by the same forces they put in power. Their innovation is no longer necessary. They're not even worth subjecting to the Night of the Long Knives.

The ugliness of this aesthetic doesn't even breach the top three reasons to always oppose AI, obviously. That's the environmental holocaust that it unleashes, the use of the technology to target apartment buildings in Gaza or immigrants in the former USA, the mass unemployment it threatens to unleash, and the wholesale theft of creative work. But it's also ugly in the way that the art of totalitarian regimes tends towards ugliness, bereft of a culture of experimentation that makes for great art. And that's why I think it's fascist rather than simply boring.

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Apr. 18th, 2025 05:55 pm
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The miniature train ride and the carousel ride yesterday afternoon were both big hits. After the rides we spent a fair amount of time at the very big playground in the same park, then when the girls seemed to have become a bit overwhelmed by everything we came back to my town and went to a much smaller playground near the post office for an hour or so. For most of the time the girls had it all to themselves, which I think they enjoyed.

After we got home, there was a lull for a while and then S's son came over around 5 pm and stayed until after 7 pm, mostly hanging out with the girls. They love him, and he seems to enjoy their company.

Today we left just after 9:30 am to catch the Metro to downtown DC. We got off the Metro a few blocks north of the mall and walked down to the National Museum of Art Sculpture Garden. Unfortunately my phone misled us and we ended up walking a fairly long way around so that by the time we got to the sculpture garden the girls were already tired (it was almost 11 am by then) so we saw about three of the sculptures and had a snack and drink break in the cafe before leaving to walk to the National Children's Museum, a bit more than half a mile away. This was almost half a mile too much for Aria, who doesn't much like walking, and it was quite warm by then to make matters worse. However, as soon as we were inside the Children's Museum she regained all her energy and enthusiasm, as did the others. (The Children's Museum is not part of the Smithsonian and is therefore not free, but for the ages of my granddaughters it was better than going to any of the free museums I think because it's not really a museum, it's a sort of science interactive centre.)

From there (after another drink break in the on-site cafe) we caught an Uber to a cafe my daughter likes called Sweetgreen, which sells a limited range of hot and cold salad bowls and a few other things, and from there, we walked to Dupont Circle (about another half hour walk) to get on the Metro to come home. We arrived home a bit after 4 pm and everybody was wiped out so now the girls are vegging out in front of various shows (Bluey for Aria, Coyote Peterson/Brave Wilderness on YouTube for the other two) and I think their mother is sleeping.

Tomorrow will be a more low key day, mostly at home I think.

(health, cats)

Apr. 18th, 2025 04:45 pm
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I am sure today could be worse, but don't want to try and see.

3:20 am woke to the sound of Luigi scrambling. He'd lost the use of his back legs, and i quickly realized he probably had a saddle thrombus -- a clot that was cutting off blood to his legs. I'd read about it when his heart disease was diagnosed.  I carried him to the water bowl in th e bathroom, took care of my business, then picked him up and he took care of his business right there. And i am glad that he wasn't lying in it and it was over a tile floor. Meanwhile i was strangely out of breath but, distress?

Cleaning up, getting him settled (towels, puppy pads). Christine was able to fall back to sleep but i failed. I checked on  the medical pages for the saddle thrombus, checked on the vet who does appointments at home for euthanasia (Sunday), and wrote the following:

I am so grateful for Luigi and our time with him. He's been such a warm and companionable cat, joining Christine and I on the couch in the evening as well as being such a pal for Edward. He was part of the orange cat gang in Willow Park in Mountain View that included Marty, with his cinnamon bun swirl, and  Frankie, a long haired orange cat (Franklin at home). Edward (surely known as Eddie at the corner) and Luigi would play with each other around the pool. Our neighbor Melanie adopted Luigi, and Christine ended up responding to Luigi's meow-yowls to be let in to her apartment during the day. When Melanie had to move, we took Luigi and for a brief while had four cats, until Mr M died. The boy-os Edward and Luigi essentially retired to North Carolina with us when we moved.

At 7 i could wake Christine, and we called our regular vet and left a message. They had us come up early. Right before we left i noticed petechiae.

The vet looked at Luigi, confirmed my diagnosis, confirmed our belief that it was time to say good bye. So we did at 9 am. Such a sweet cat.

We stopped for a blood draw on the way home. My phlebotomist hugged me and comforted me. She's lovely. I'd written a note to my hematologist saying i had petechiae and asking if going to the UNC hospital in the county was OK (and avoiding the OMG crazy at the main UNC Hospital). At 10:50 i got a call saying the platelets were 2k (low bound of normal is 150k) and go to ER at Chatham. So i did.

Apparently i freaked them the hell out (pardon my language) because if i start bleeding they have no platelets to give me. It seems that there was miscommunication somewhere, and i really need to be at UNC in Chapel Hill. They've given me steroids and liquid tylenol (because the thought of a pill tearing my throat worried them).

I'm now waiting for transport. I know Christine could drive me fine just fine, but the level of worry was high -- and the official hand off between ERs wouldn't be normal. When transport was arranged by 3:30, i figured i should send Christine home and just wait.

I didn't mention Christine  was supposed to be giving her sister D-- respite today and stay with her BIL B-- in the Duke ICU. B-- was given a very difficult prognosis. They are holding out hope with another consult. They had begun hospice care discussions. There is so much to carry there.

And you know, democracy giving way to fascist state. https://www.electoral-vote.com/evp2025/Senate/Maps/Apr18.html#item-1 seems to be hopeful that the Institutions are beginning to Resist. I have no faith in the Supreme Court, personally, so hanging my hopes on Harvard and "white-shoe law firms" is.... well.

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And i have finished my first ambulance ride since circa 1976, so that was fun. Now in triage (again).

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