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Breakfast went well. So well this entry isn't even protected. Not that it didn't have moments of hard things to say. But it was better than I ever could have expected. Lots of good feeling about the woman came back and---for a change---wasn't disintegrated instantly upon its emergence by the laser ray gun of strife. I'm now going to start to allow myself a little cautious optimism.
There's plenty of heartache still to live through, of course. I think maybe the difference is that, for the first time maybe all year, I don't feel insane.
I don't feel insane at all.
Breakfast went well. So well this entry isn't even protected. Not that it didn't have moments of hard things to say. But it was better than I ever could have expected. Lots of good feeling about the woman came back and---for a change---wasn't disintegrated instantly upon its emergence by the laser ray gun of strife. I'm now going to start to allow myself a little cautious optimism.
There's plenty of heartache still to live through, of course. I think maybe the difference is that, for the first time maybe all year, I don't feel insane.
I don't feel insane at all.
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Date: Jun. 16th, 2004 03:47 pm (UTC)I'm still reeling a little from the experience. Have spent the day continuing hard work around the house---I'd say I'm well over halfway through sorting the books now. That's good. And what the hell: I was thinking of the woman already, so why not do something that makes me think of her. And needs to get done.
Not sure I'll make my goal of having the one wall and corner ready to be painted, getting the biggest bookcase (a heavy-ass sucker) down to the basement somehow, and bringing in the shoe molding from the garage, but I'll get a good chunk of it done. Books are slow. In addition to culling out H's, I'm trying to decide which of the others I might like to have out & which to box up and stick in the basement (high enough to avoid most flooding).
Might could take the bookcase to the garage, too. Wonder which would be less likely to cause me serious injury...
(Yeah, I'm talkin' to myself in my reply to you---what's it TO ya?? hh)
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Date: Jun. 17th, 2004 05:53 am (UTC)Busy, busy! Yeah, I will be, too--getting ready for our trip. But I'll be around this eve, so if you find yourself in the mood, gimme a call.
Congrats on getting so much done!