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weekend thus far
Good mix of chores/responsibility and fun/diversion so far. Wish there were fewer of the former.
Gonna go practice swimming some more this afternoon, which feels almost entirely like the latter, except for the "homework" factor---the fact that I've got to get practice in regularly to progress in class reasonably well. There's some kind of glitch in my head---has been for as long as I can remember---that equates with the negative, on some level, the scheduled & that requiring strict or regular scheduling. It can be through a link of obligation, but it's not that simple.
Even if something's my own personal agenda, my own "to-do" list, and even if every item on that list is fun, I resist. It's a glitch! Which de-bugging approach is called for one can debate, but it's not even as simple as the often-difficult finding the exact bit of code that's at fault & rewriting it. Some element of trial and error undoubtedly must come into play.
Gonna go practice swimming some more this afternoon, which feels almost entirely like the latter, except for the "homework" factor---the fact that I've got to get practice in regularly to progress in class reasonably well. There's some kind of glitch in my head---has been for as long as I can remember---that equates with the negative, on some level, the scheduled & that requiring strict or regular scheduling. It can be through a link of obligation, but it's not that simple.
Even if something's my own personal agenda, my own "to-do" list, and even if every item on that list is fun, I resist. It's a glitch! Which de-bugging approach is called for one can debate, but it's not even as simple as the often-difficult finding the exact bit of code that's at fault & rewriting it. Some element of trial and error undoubtedly must come into play.