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Had not-dress dress rehearsal for chorus last night.  It was a bit brutal, with no break (although we could walk around a little while songs we weren't in were happening).  When I got home I didn't sit & watch TV to decompress, but went right to bed.  Took a painkiller, as I was mad sore, which is weird, from just sitting on a stool most of the night, but maybe not so weird, I guess.  Then today I woke with a nasty headache, and it's been a struggle.

Called off all of work but for an interview test.  Even as I type here, a candidate is working on that.  I could be watching her like a hawk via Zoom, but the fact that she knows we could be watching seems like enough.

Very glad the first show isn't tonight.  Gonna try to keep the weekend to doing little but the shows, as that alone will probably kick my ass into next Sunday.

I do start to wonder at what point I start to think of this semi-debilitating thing as an ongoing limitation I will be coping with indefinitely and/or always, for the rest of me.  Gotta remember that I don't have to know that, nor whether it'll go on forever.  I just gotta deal with today today.